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HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY BIRTHDAY BENITA!
=D

This is really getting stupid. Am I not allowed to be friends with you because your girl won't allow it? That's really silly.. considering we've known each other for a year now and we used to be damn close. I don't understand. By recent efforts I'm under the impression that perhaps this friendship can be revived, it's already hard enough to do it given how we used to be, but it's just multiplied when other barriers are placed up.
Or maybe I'm just under the wrong impression. If so, I'm sorry for jumping to conclusions.

This is also really getting stupid. I invited him for me not for you, I didn't ask for you to interact with him, I asked if you minded and you said no. But obviously I'm not a mind reader and I couldn't tell that you really did mind, so pardon me if that is why I'm a liar. You say don't worry about it now, but it's too late, this has been eating away my thoughts for the past few weeks. Why? Because you're my best friend, and you're acting like a five year old when I know you're better than that. Why else? Because that is how much you matter to me, that if you walked out on me I would follow you, I do not want to lose you.


My blogs have been missing a piece of my own mind, so there it is, what I've currently been thinking.

I'm glad I got people around who listen to me and help me as best as they can, oh and cheer me up. Notably Liana, Denita, Benita and Brittany. Thanks girls, you have all proven to me that I can always count on you four when everybody else isn't reliable.

Hectic weekend coming up =) Missy's 18th! yeyahhhhhh =) more parties on the holidays too! So excited =)
But then trials when we get back.. oh I will not like this at all.

That is all for now, I guess.

Long time, yeah?

Chantel complained that I haven't blogged in a while.
So here is a blog =)

Tonight was a jamming giggy ma bob at Miller PCYC, and Fistnote's first gig :)
I must say those Year 10's are soooo adorable :)
Magdalene seriously impressed me, she is the best singer. She sounds like Eyes Set To Kill's singer, no joke. I love her the little cutie :)

Wednesday was the Athletics Carnival, our last one ever :(
(Unless you become a teacher.. but who would want that? LOL)
Gotta love Chantel and I singing on the way there, and having random Year 7's just stare at us HAHAHAHAHA
Oh and beeping out the bad words.. "Kick off your stilettos, and BEEP me in the backseat!"
We didn't have a Year 12 novelty race =( Wtf man, you guys suck.
Oh well, in my race I didn't race. I strutted down like it was the catwalk. Yeah baby I worked that thaaanggg! HAHAHA

Sucks to hear about Michael Jackson. Sure he's had bad publicity.. but he was such a talented man. I love his songs. RIP (F)

Oh and these MJ jokes are getting a bit lame, e.g. "He died from food poisoning, apparently he ate 12 y.o. nuts" Like seriously, it's funny the first time only, then it's just stupid. Same with swine flu jokes, they're funny at first, then get stupid.

The only swiney joke I like is "How did the pig jump over the moon" "Swine flu" hahahahaha.. kudos Svetlana

So I didn't end up going for my P's on Monday. Apparently according to the tightass pricks at Wetherill Park RTA, my car isn't road worthy because of a fucking dent.
So in 7 days I go for my P's, and by then I will have my own (AND ROADWORTHY) car =)

I really dislike school. It's getting hectic, Modern essay, English essay, Trials next term.. oh so horrid. Careers market thingie in about 2 weeks though, should be good. I really need to start applying for some University courses.. but I don't know which Unis I should apply for. USYD and UNSW sound good.. but realistically, I probably wouldn't get the UAI/ATAR for it. I don't mind UWS, I'm not one of those people who think its shit cos its in the west.. wah wah wah sorry you "USYD OR NOTHING" people. Gosh the only reason I wanna go to USYD is cos it looks like Hogwarts. And the only reason I wanna go to UNSW is so I can go to the Roundhouse easier bahaha! OH YEH AND USYD HAS MANNING BAR, HECKERS. UTS doesn't look too shabby, but I fucking hate the building. It looks like a Lego building. ACU also looks like Hogwarts, but fuck I've been going to Catholic schools all my life (minus Kindy and Year 1.. yes I was once public school educated)I really wouldn't want to go to a Catholic university... even though all religions go there, but still. UOW is way to far, fuck that shit. What else is there? Macquarie? Eh.

I'll be happy if I even get into uni =)

I had some hectic retail therapy, loved it soooo much. Got clothes which can make three new outfits (or even more) so I'm quite pleased =) Also got Benita's presents, won't say what it is. All I shall say is.. she will like it A LOT. She will probably scream and cry.

Man I've been listening to Lady GaGa heaps lately. I used to hate her.. I frickin love her now! Sure she's a bit uhh.. open about her sexuality, but man she dresses so daring and unique, I love her style. Her voice is gold too. I can really relate to Brown Eyes. Oh and Still Around = 3OH3! is really good too.

BTW sorry to all the people who spoke to me on MSN while I was out.. I left it on ahahahahahaha opps.

Over and out!

Seventeen!

Ahh I must say, best birthday :)
I got so spoilt it wasn't funny, sure some 'friends' made it difficult, but it doesn't matter, it was MY special day, nobody was going to spoil it.

So I woke up at 7:03am (haha I know.. I'm a loser for remembering), and went to wake up my mum.. who in a tired grunt was like 'Happy birthday, go away I'm sleeping'. But she agreed to take me to school, and upon exiting the car told me the same line she tells me every birthday; "You're not *insert age here* until 1:11pm, have a special day".

I walk into school and follow Zac to Liana and company, who all proceed to yell out HAPPY BIRTHDAY! and those insignificant people who didn't know it was my birthday proceeded to say "duhhh.. it's your birthday? *dribble*" (Yes I make them out to be retards.. who could not know it's my birthday).

Then in comes Lauren, carrying some poster.. and I walk over and she too yells out HAPPY BIRTHDAY! and gives me the poster.. which was a collage of photos of me and my mates.. nawwww :) It is now hanging up in my room.

Then in comes Benita, Viet and Leanne.. Lauren 'distracts' me while they're walking in, and when they finally get to the group, I turn around and I'm greeted with not one.. but two bouquets of flowers. Why two? Am I that special? No. Viet thought she was buying it, and Leanne thought she was buying it, the idiots doubled up lol. I wasn't complaining though, I looked extremely special. Oh my god and that massive card.. so sweet. But the cherry on top? That bracelet. You know those bracelets you get as a baby, perhaps for your Christening, with your name engraved on a plate? Yeah, that is what I got. Except this one isn't baby sized like the one I had =]

That is.. until the bell went. I had to carry my massive folder, a massive poster, and two bouquets. IT WAS A MISSION!
I walk into pastoral.. greeted with a chorus of HAPPY BIRTHDAY! and of course, the song :) I felt like such a baby, when I told people I was 17 as opposed to 18.. the usual reaction was "OMG YOU BABY" or "OMG YOU POOR THING".

Damn I want to be 18!

So anyway off to Religion.. and Benita wrote on the whiteboard :)

It sucked that Freeman Day was cancelled, if it wasn't, my birthday would have been a mad bludge. But no, I had to do school work.. ON MY BIRTHDAY! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Skip Retail, and recess was mad. So much food.. so much.. cake and brownies and cupcakes OH MY GOD MAN I was one gluttonous bitch. Lauren made the maddest brownies.. I was in heaven. Viet had kettle chips... Amanda had mountain dew.... Melissa had snakes and starbursts... oh my dear god. =D

Jen and Magdalene gave me presents =] Scrubs Season 1 and 5, I love love love it!
LOL @ trying to get Bozz to say happy birthday. I think he said "What are you talking about, it's not even your birthday" LOLOL asshole.

Oh another main thing I got asked when it was established I am now 17..
"Going for your P's?" Yes. On monday. I AM FUCKING PACKING SHIT RIGHT NOW OMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGMGOMGOGMOGMOGMG!!

Hmmm so that was basically my day at school =] I got home with a smile on my face. In a few hours was my party. I was running around like a headless chook.. I had to find a vase for my flowers, and William came to drop of his amp.. and left.. that is all I will say. ;) LOL
Running around some more, checking MSN a bit, saying thanks to anybody who wished me a happy birthday =]
Jasmine and Nina arrived as I was getting prettied up, and I sent them on an errand to Greenies to get some party shit LOL man I felt like I had two servants!

Everything was ready, and here came the people. Basically hardly anybody didn't show up, so I had a full garage/front/house? I dunno.. lol.
I gotta give props to some of the creative presents.. Tails' 4 pack of Mother with the post it notes: *1st note* Dear Ivana, Have a great birthday you [mother label] *2nd note* fucker. Love Tails. LOLOLOL. Eden's Thomas the Tank Engine costume, which he ended up wearing :L hahahaha! Benita and James' plush animals.. James got me a 'Bobo', since I am Yogi to Ricky and himself.. and FUCK YOU BENITA I HATE YOUR PLUSH ANIMAL LOL *dirty*

BUT I MUST SAY, WILLIAM AND DAVID'S GIFT WAS OWNAGE. I'm so bummed David couldn't make it =[ But dude.. I've said this so many times, I LOVE YOU BOTH.
You see, William took me away to show me the present (which Alex said was his penis.. haha -_-) and he whips out not a penis, but a box LOL (ba boom ch). I open it... and it's a Pandora bracelet! Dude omg I almost died.
I love it x)

Gotta love Eden with the exploding Pepsi bottle.. and it exploding over my neighbours car LOLOL!

Damn Brenny... he bought me Lady GaGa's album for my birthday, and now I'm addicted!

Anyway so once the party was dying down, my mum discovers some retards left eyeliner stains in the carpet in my room.. and went super saiyan on whoever was left at my joint. Oh dear. I feel so bad for the people who had to live through that. That is 15 minutes of life they will not get back lol.

But overall, hektik day/night =]

Today was spent in a Scrubs-a-thon! From 12:30-9:30 I watched the whole Season one. I would do that tomorrow with Season two but I got a driving lesson at 1pm :| God wish me luck lol. First lesson, and I'm going for my P's the next day. Haaaaaa.

Over and out =]

An elegy for the Sunday Night Crew

As you all know, I am turning seventeen on Friday.
I have work tomorrow on Sunday, which has been the norm for more than a year now.
And for this past year and a bit it has been the same three people rostered on a Sunday night. Andrew, Brittany and myself. Many memories and good times have been shared on these nights at work, it's hard to imagine that working at McDonalds could be this fun. Well when you're rostered with the same people for more than a year, your shifts get extremely fun.

But now this isn't the case. Brittany has already fallen victim to the 'Too old for double wage Sunday' a month ago, and it is now soon to be my turn. This means poor little 15 going on 16 year old Andrew will have to make new memories and good times with new, less experienced 14 year old cheap labour. And we all know that won't compare to the standard of fun myself or Britt would provide on a Sunday night. This is a reflection of the times spent in the company of Andrew and Brittany. You will never be forgotten <3

-> The first time Andrew and I ever met. It was one of his first ever shifts at McDonalds, we assume the 21st of November 2007. Anyway all I remember is thinking "Why is there a dude working in front area" and also being depressed that day because of Daprossi, so without further ado.. I let out my issues on Andrew. Why? Because he's the new kid and I was one year his senior, he couldn't do anything but listen. And listen he did, and this is how we developed our strong bond xD
ORRRRRRRRRR as Andrew put it..
a и d y w i l l i a m Berrara` My Culture Yeah, keep talking, your making me famous 2540 Rep says:
ur like blah blah blah im depressed abt daprossi im like
ummm hi im andrew and u are...LOL

-> From that day on, we got rostered together alot. So on would go our little bitch session. Andrew has put up with many of my issues throughout the ages, stemming from Daprossi to .. yeah, we all know. LOL!

-> Not only did he share my sadness, but also my spastic natured happiness. From times certain people would come in, to certain events involving the number sixteen.

-> Ahh yes, Cupcake and Apple Pie. Who can forget our work eye candy LOL

-> "Oh, and an apple pie."
"Fuck off, she's mine!" AHAHAHAHAHA CLASSIC

-> The time Andrew kept spinning the walk in bell and it fell off AHAHA

-> Locking Andrew into the walk in x)

-> Then along came Brittany. At first she was one of Joanna's friends who I knew, then she became a sicko x)

-> Many dud moments that Britt would do. Such as hour breaks just to piss Andrew off because she knew he wanted to have his break LOL

-> Britt naming William 'Bike boy'. Whenever he would be coming she'd yell out BIKE BOY IS COMING ahahahaha or when we see each other at work she'd ask "So how's Bike boy" LOLOL

-> Many times certain people would go though Drive Thru, and those two would witness me going spastic

-> "You know you love it"
"I know you miss me"
"Don't miss me too much"
"Fine don't say hi"
Dialogue we used to hear every shift we worked, since certain people would visit every day

-> Andrew the jukebox. No joke he knows all the lyrics to all the songs on the radio, and would always sing along.

-> Many times we would bitch about shit customers, and yell at shit customers. Like that time those cheap bogans came in, and me and Britt full told them off AHAHAHA
"How pathetic are you stealing from charity!"
"Pfft it only goes to Maccas anyway"
"NO YOU DICKHEAD IT GOES TO FUCKING SICK KIDS AT RONALD MCDONALD HOUSE YOU SICK FUCK"
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

-> Another dud Britt moment; "Who asked you?" "SHUTUP I ASKED HER" HAHAHAHA

-> Ahh many inside jokes, such as the gangas, and Andy the bogan and me the wog.... then there's Britt the lad, Andrew the chav and me the scene.. LOL

-> Having 'if you seek Andrew/Ivana' random outbursts followed by 'COS SHE/HES A GANGA'

-> Every shift, fighting about who is ordertaking. Usually ends up being me, unless somebody else happens to work too, then by the power of peer pressure and 3, we make them do it lol.

-> Me going all spastic because somebody had walked into Maccas, Mel told me to go mop the floors.. so I ran the mop bucket into the counter and spilt the water all over the floor AHAHAHAHA and full pissed myself and ran around.. and got a customer complaint LOL

-> That time I served a girl who looked VERY SUSPICIOUS IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN, and Britt knew what I ment cos we just stared at her the whole time LOL

-> Times looking through Andy's phone while he's on his break.. and finding pics of his now ex posing practically nude LOLOL and going OOOOOOOOO

-> The epic tight squeezy hugs Andrew gives!

-> Our enthusiasm when any of us three see each other.. D: NAW MAN I'LL MISS YOU GUYS

-> Our signature foods. Andrew's: Snackwraps without lettuce extra sauce, and oreo mcflurries. Britt's: Cheeseburgers with meat and cheese only. Mine: McFeasts without pickles

-> BRITT'S BLOG GAVE ME MORE SHIT.. like when they'd tease me cos I wasn't invited to Ebony's party =[

-> AND BRITT SAYING HI MUM TO MY MUM IN CROATIAN LOLOLOL

-> Oh and spotting that good old fluro singlet from miles away in the BP and going spastic and hysterical and Britt was like "Wtf?" LOL hahaha

-> Me and Andy remembered this tonight; Leanne's mini brush which she wouldn't let any of us touch

-> Copying Andrew's answers in the crew trainer meeting LOL

-> My funny dirties.. AHAHAH

-> Eating chips and nuggets in the camera black spot x)

-> Britt and Andrew mistook mine and my mums normal conversation as us being angry at each other LOL

So as you can tell, we are a tight family. Now being separated due to corporate bureaucracy.. fucking cockhead cheap Maccas. Perhaps we can all be shifted to another day.. and if so, then things won't be as bad. But, Sunday nights will always imprint as a special time in my mind. It is a tradition which has now been slowly broken.

R.I.P. Sunday night crew

Awoken by a multitude of thoughts.

As the title suggests, I woke up this morning only to have my day begin with a multitude of thoughts. I'm not too sure why, perhaps I was dreaming and these thoughts were a epilogue of the dream or something..

But I do not remember having any dreams.

In fact you could say I had a good sleep last night. Though I did wake up tired (as is the case ever since the 6 week holidays wound up), I didn't have a disturbed slumber. But who knows how my mind could have slipped last night.. because with the thoughts I ended up waking up to.. I didn't know what to think of them.

It's hard to believe it is already June. Smack bang in the middle of the year. June is my favourite month. It signals that half the year has passed, it signals the arrival of winter (my favourite season).. and you cannot forget, June signals my birthday!

So as it is already the half way point of 2009, why does it seem that January 2009 was only yesterday?

It may be the middle of the year, it may be freezing, and I am (it's a definite, not a may) inundated with school work and study committments. But I'm not living in June. I'm still living in January. It still feels like the year has only started, it still feels like the holidays, and it still feels like I have 6 weeks to put school at the back of my mind.

This obviously isn't good. Lately I'm finding it hard to be motivated. I've got a Society and Culture essay due the day before my birthday (which is in 9 days btw!), normally my motivated self would have at least started it by now. But no, I haven't. I'm simply not bothered, and it is because my mind isn't focused on school.

So what is it focused on?

As I said, I'm living in January 2009. This month was the best month of this year. I assumed this was the prologue to an epic 2009. But as you may know, as quick as it was good, did it turn shit and has been quite meh for me these past five months.

January 2009 summed up in a word? I would have to say wonderful. I spent it with wonderful people, creating wonderful memories, having a wonderful time in wonderful places. I got to know a wonderful boy more closely than I had previously, and this made me feel.. wondrous. I was on top of the world. Nothing could have brought me down in January, I was at my peak.

But as we all know, what goes up must go down. And down I did go. But now I am slowly climbing up. I haven't reached that same peak.. but I pray in given time I shall.

So what has 'being in June and living in January' got to do with my morning thoughts?

Simple. I just wish I could do it all again. Perhaps do a few things differently, hoping different, more positive outcomes could be achieved for myself. I woke up thinking about some events in particular, and a person involved in this event. I realised that.. well, to put bluntly, life is pretty crap without them. I miss them a lot. I don't even understand why I've started suddenly missing them. It's not like I had missed them much before. In fact I was more than happy to have them out of my life.

But I now know this isn't really what I want.

I was glad James offered to drive me to school this morning, it just allowed me to sit in bed for an extra half hour and contemplate. Amidst this contemplation, I reached for my phone to write these thoughts down. I don't know how to sign onto Blogspot from my phone, so I went and wrote it in a Facebook note. This afternoon when I arrived home I re-read what I wrote. And this is it..

All i do is think of you. It's all i've been able to ever do. Whether it be back when things were good between us, or whether it be when you forgot about us. You always thought i didn't love you as much as i should've, and maybe i didn't show it alot. But when i did, just know it was my heart, mind and soul telling you how i felt. and now you've found somebody else, and i'm left with this strong feeling once returned, but now unrequited. Weird isn't it? I love and miss you.
(Excuse the lack of capital letters etc, I was on my shitty LG webslider)

Wow, with a McDonalds cappucino in my system and 8 hours of being awake, I was able to read this properly. At first I thought 'Is this the garbage I can think of when I'm half asleep?', but then I thought about it some more. It isn't garbage, it's just being honest.

And I have always said that honesty is the best policy.

Honesty is something that first caused a rift between myself and somebody else.
The next was stubborness. I think time has healed that stubborness.. well at least I know it has on my part, not too sure about the others. So if my thinking isn't wishful, and is rational.. we should be able to start properly mending the severed ties. I'm not going to get my hopes up though.

Perhaps this has taught me a new lesson.
To listen to myself and my thoughts in the morning, because that is when I know what I truly desire and wish.

7/6/09 will imprint in my mind.

As James said, this will be a day to remember. And as Zac said, "THAT'S A BAND!!"
12 straight hours of just good times, great classic hits 101.7 wsfm.
No but really, it was the freakin funniest shit.

So the day starts off at about 10 o clock when I'm waiting for James to arrive so we can commence shooting. After waiting a good 40 minutes, which I could have spent sleeping, he finally arrives with an aggro Ricky swearing at me and calling me a cow as usual. Oh I could smell a good day coming up.

But it wasn't turning out according to schedule. Many of the 'cast' had dropped out, either couldn't be fucked, were busy or were sleeping. This caused myself, Kelly and Oli to wait at Bonny Heights Maccas for about an hour just so James and Ricky could drive around in circles trying to find people. Luckily they were able to get Zac, but this just added to our waiting time as he lives in fucking whoop whoop. Oh well, Todd, Ebony, Chantelle and Jimmy went on their breaks, so I had my entertainment.

So James finally arrives to take us to the shoot location, a local street in Cecil Hills. As we drive towards the street, we find Zac on top of a pillar in the position of a gargoyle statue, and Ricky runs onto the street and infront of James' car. I wish I could have taken a photo of Zac the gargoyle, it was truly stomach stitching hilarious.

So then began a series of hilarious events, all caught on camera. These include:
* Me putting on Zac's Freeman junior uniform shirt and skitzing it at Ricky
* The many takes of Zac, Ricky and Oli posing as gang members and trying to sync taking off their hoods
* Zac stacking it
* Me bouncing on the bouncy tree branch
* Oli back flipping and landing on his head
* James stacking it out of the door
* Every take of the fight scene lol
* Bronte wacking Zac in the head with a breifcase, and all of us pissing ourselves laughing. Me literally rofling
* The 'lunch break' commentary
And many many more, which I cannot remember at this given time.

So after sitting around the TV, pissing ourselves at our stupidity and the fact that a lot of editing will have to be done to turn this into a actual major work, James decided it was probably time to drop us home. Driving down Elizabeth Drive blasting A Day To Remember's cover of Since U Been Gone is truly epic. The expression on the people in surrounding cars as we incoherently scream along is just priceless.

So we had just dropped Oli off, and about to drop me off when we realised, why should our epic day end at 6 o clock? LETS GO SOMEWHERE!
So here we are, pulled up close to Lauren's street (since James the idiot missed the turn off into my street), as James and Ricky ring their parents to ask if they can go out. Fucking hilarious shit. James arguing with his mum and dad, and Ricky being an arrogant smartass to his mother. All in all, they let them go out. Whilst me and Zac enjoyed the benefits of having parents many hours away in remote locations.

Anyway now came the tricky decision, what the fuck to do. We pondered between movie marathon and drive in movies. Movie marathon was a no no, I couldn't afford an all nighter to waste my Monday which must be spent finishing my Chapter 2. So drive in it is. We drove to my house to check out times and shit, and Ricky did that thing he always does -__- YOU SILLY DICKHEAD LOL. Zac was scanning my wall for any pictures of Lisa, and starting to hug air (since he misses her that much). So armed with movie and session times, off we went to get Bronte and the NAVMAN appropriately named 'Mary'.

It was no 7:10pm, Terminator Salvation starts at 7:30pm, we had to pissbolt to Blacktown/Willehwood. At the lights near my Maccas, Zac saw a 2 dollar coin on the road, proceeded to open the door and try jump out (he was sandwiched between myself and Ricky) just as the light turned green. Imagine what Brittany and Andrew would have been thinking had they looked out the windows and saw. BTW, I let my Sunday crew down since I didn't show up to work =( IT'S MY MUMS FAULT FOR CANCELLING MY FUCKING SHIFT!

So here we are, speeding down the M7 (which James didn't pay for as he forgot the E-Tag at home.. idiot) with the Zorba dance mix cranked up loud LMFAOOO. That is definitely our theme song! We get to the drive in, just in time for our movie, when low and behold, a sign says THERE IS NO FUCKING EFTPOS! WHAT THE FUCKING RANGA FUCK? So now we had to travel 5 mins down the road IN COMPLETE FUCKING WHOOP WHOOP ROAD AREA to get to 7/11 to get money out. James remarked that a scary movie could be shot here, Zac remarked THERE'S A FUCKING ZOMBIE ON OUR CAR, I remarked that Anita Cobby got brutally slaughtered in this exact area and that I would know cos we watched a documentary in Legal, everyone told me to shutup lol.

So after getting money, choc, lollies and stale donuts from 7/11, we finally managed to get into the movie. Terminator Salvation is a good movie in my opinion. As me, Ricky and Zac leaned back against the car, James put the car in reverse and we moved back with the car LOL. Zac and I predicted the cliche parts of the plot, being John Connor would be saved, Marcus gets the girl and .. I forgot the other one. OH WAIT, the ranga gets John Connor? IDK! I forgot.

SPEAKING OF RANGAS...

On the trip home, we stopped by M4 Maccas. (The only fucking thing I had to eat all day was MACCAS!!!!)
Again with the Zorba blasting, we chucked happy laps of the carpark while everyone just stared at us LMAO.
Then into drive thru we went, with Zorba again blasting. Whilst ordering, Zac yells out he wants THREE RANGAS AND A PURE BLONDE, and we all get cones =)
Up to the window we go, again Zorba blasting. Ricky does something and Zac calls him a stupid ranga or something (NB Ricky is not a ranga), and I look up to the window AND SEE THE CHICK ORDERTAKING IS A RANGA!
So I yell out.. OMG SHE'S A RANGA.. AND WE ALL JUST PISS OURSELVES LAUGHING AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
AHAHAHAHAHAHA
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

Oh god it was hilarious.

BLOODY RANGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS

NB if you are a ranga and you read this, don't take this personally, we were just being fucktards all day/night and the first thing that came to mind was 'ranga' LOL

So then time to go home, finally. James was getting pissed cos Zac was back seat driving..
"JAMES SLOW DOWN
JAMES GO LEFT
JAMES ITS RED
JAMES ITS GREEN"
"SHUT THE FUCK UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP"

We get off the M7 on Cowpasture Road, and James announces that HE IS RUNNING ON EMPTY. Ricky, being the idiot he is says "How fun would it be to push the car to a servo", LUCKILY THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN! What did happen was, we went to the Carnes Hill servo and the Shell servo next to Hungry Jacks on Hoxton Park Road.. BOTH FUCKING CLOSED!

But luckily the Caltex next to Pizza Hut and KCF (LMAO) was open. James was FUMING now, and Zac decides to leap over me and run outside and give him a hug. Ricky, Bronte and myself then lock all the doors HAHAHAHAHAHA so here is James and Zac outside banging on the windows attempting to get in, and when they eventually get let in, James is swearing and Zac jumps over me.. IT HURT!!

Anyway all filled up, and off to Austral we go. Man I've forgotten just how much of whoop whoop Zac lives in. Zac and Ricky get out into the house, and I follow as Zac forgot his deoderant. Ricky tells me to PISS OFF, and Jake comes out all "=OOO IVANAAA!!!" and bear hugs me until I can't breathe. Then it was off to Hinchinbrook to dispose of Ricky, and then off to Greenies to dispose of me.

And here I am, blogging about this rather eventful 12 hours. I love days like these. Spent all day and night with mates, with endless laughter, new jokes/personal jokes made, tears of laughter, stitches from laughter. I can't wait for more days like these, I'll make it up to James. When I get my P's in a couple of weeks, it'll be my turn doing all the hard work :)

Over and out darlingssssssssssssss.

Peace in mind, peace in heart

I try my best to be a good friend to all my friends. But it's so hard to keep a balance. In trying to keep this balance, I actually upset the balance. And now one of my best friends is probably upset at me. She won't tell me, but I can feel it. I'm sorry :(

So a bit has happened since I last blogged, my Society and Culture excursion and a couple of people being upset at me. One for no apparent reason? I don't know, I just heard about it.

So the bell for period six went, which marked our departure from school to the Nan Tien Buddhist temple at Wollongong =) This was the best overnight trip of my life, even if my infamous 'Red Shore' pains were around most the trip.

After checking into our lovely rooms, we went and watched the bell ceremony. Man that drum was massive, and the ringing went on for ages. Then we met one of the nuns, I loved her she was so peaceful and seemed so enlightened lol. She took us for meditation and gosh it was good. I felt so calm and peaceful, something I hardly get these days. Now that I know how to do it, I'm going to try and do it more now.

After that was dinner, which I barely touched since I was in too much pain to have an appetite. But from the few bites I did have, it was tasteless. Since Buddhists are vegetarian, the 'meat' in our rice and noodles was actually tofu.. blah. I love my real meat too much.

Then after that was tea chan meditation or some crap. I felt bad for the nun running this because some people were giggling over I don't know what. But oh well. The tape playing in the background was funny. Repetative chants of Buddha's name I think it was? I don't know, but me and Annaliese started to chant along haha.

Then it was back to our rooms for some nice mucking around! I FUCKING MISSED CHASER D: I didn't realise until about 9:30 and by then it was finished D: STUPID FUCKING ORIGIN CARRIED ME AWAY! So we indulged in a junk food binge, I visited others and discovered you could ring people by typing in their room numbers.. so then started the pranks LOL. Sarah loved her one ;) Bahahahaha

Of course, I was having Facebook/MSN withdrawls. So here I was on my phone chatting away :) This was when the oddest of all odds happened. I spoke to an old friend. It was his birthday the next day, and I thought I would be gracious and wish him a happy birthday. It turned out good, I was very pleased :)

After annoying our teachers with our screams, taking tonnes of pics and recording Lauren in the shower LOLOLOLOLOLOL, I settled in my warm bed with the electric blanket, Facebooked some more, then went to sleep. Not like I got much sleep.. but I tried.

Then up at 6am.. and had to piss bolt getting ready to be out by 6:15 for the Drum and Bell ceremony. Which was cool. Then some more meditation, and some tai chi too =) It was nice. Breakfast time then, and it was a good brekkie. Hash browns and CROISSANTS! I thought of William straight away LOLOL.. they were nice croissants ;)

Then we had a proper tour of the whole grounds of the temple, and this is when my pains started to return. It got so bad that when I was finally able to go back into the rooms to get some pills (I had to sacrifice lunchtime and freetime), I started dry heaving :( Luckily Liana supplied me with the drugs :) Thanks babes. So while the rest of the SAC kids got to have free time and lunch, I was in my room, infront of the heater, watching the 11am news and Dr Phil.

Then came time to go home, yay! We finished watching Mamma Mia on the way back and now the song Lay All Your Love On Me is stuck in my head. We also stopped at Prestons Maccas since we were all craving meat =) Hahaha! And back at school we came, just as period 6 finished.



Then came night fall, and late night shopping! Me, William and later Denita =) Me and Willeh got our Deez Nuts tickets, and our Moshcard ;) Woooyeah! The highlight of the night had to be Maccas. Us 3 cross the road, and some P plater almost runs us over. William says "He almost ran us over!" and I said "It's a she.. oh no it's a he", and this chick in the passenger seat yells out "WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU SAY SLUT?" and I was like "Haha wtf I didn't say anything" so I keep walking, and again she's like OI SLUT so I go "FUCKIN RELAX AYE". Then the car wasn't going anywhere, and she got some guy to go into Maccas and tell me to go outside to which I replied "Yeah sif" or something. LOLOL fuckin lads/ladettes these days. Full try find any excuse to start trouble.

Oh and school today, the 5th of June, was just boring as usual. I found out somebody was angry at me, for something I never did. Haha.. how funny.

So now its the long weekend, but I'll be spending most of it on assignments. I found out there is a movie marathon on Sunday night/Monday morning.. but after last movie marathon, I think it's best I don't go lol. I don't even have money for it anyway.

So it's 14 days until my birthday and my party, I'm so excited :) and a couple of days after that, on the 22nd, I go for my P's! Golly.. wish me luck. =D I'm hoping I get them because I'll need them by July the 2nd and the 14th lol.
Birthday time is a great time, especially when people are so secretive about your gifts. Oh and when they ask what you want.. I love that. (Note the sarcasm). Denita and William exchanged something in PRIVATE which is for me.. and now the suspense is killing me. James and Benita have been telling me they got my present.. AND I WANNA KNOW WHAT THEY ARE! GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! This is KILLING me

Writing in the log book just kills me. I hate it. I shouldn't have stopped writing in it since January.. now this catch up writing is fucking gay. I'm up to 82 hours and 1 minute day time and 12 hours 35 minutes night time, to the month of April. Now if I'm right in thinking its 100 day and 20 night, I'm almost there!

Over and outskies