Thursday, April 30, 2009

HSC !

Oh my goodness, this is it. The HSC timetable has been released.
I am shitting bricks.
I hoped so hard I wouldn't get a double exam day.. but fucking hell.. I did. Retail and Legal are on the same day /slitswrist.
Here is my timetable.

Wednesday 21st October
English Advance Paper 1 (Area of Study)
9.20-11.30am

Thursday 22nd October
Studies of Religion II
1.55-5.00pm

Friday 23rd October
English Advance Paper 2 (Modules)
9.25-11:30am

Tuesday 3rd November
Modern History
9.20am-12.30pm

Wednesday 4th November
Retail Services
9.25-11.30am
Legal Studies
1.55-5.00pm

Wednesday 11th November
Society and Culture
1.55-4.oopm


HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIA AND JESSICA! =D


Savanas was fun tonight =D Got told off for being too loud ahaha
Probably the most fun I've had in a while..
Tomorrow isn't going to be very fun at all, and yeaaah.. :|
Well, over and out. It's late and I gotta shower and hit the sack.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Wishlist!

Mood: Mellow
Music: The One - Millionaires
Craving: The following items I blog about

Yes lads it's that time of year again.. the 2 months before MY BIG DAY! =D
And because I have alot of gifts I wish I would receive on my big day, I would like to share them bellow. =)
Maybe some of you will get the hint ;) Hahaha!

  • A car. Any car will do, as long as it will take me from location A to B. (My dear old Mama promised me a car, but still this is my main wish!)
  • Scrubs DVD's Seasons 1-8
  • The following Disney movies: Beauty and the Beast, The Lion King 1 and 2, Sleeping Beauty and Aladdin.. oh and Anastasia (not really Disney but you get my drift)
  • The following movies: Dirty Dancing, The Notebook, Twilight, Romeo+Juliet, Bridget Jones' Diary 1 and 2
  • Cloooottthingggg of any sort =D
  • Questions to the 2009 HSC for Advanced English, Legal, Modern, SOR2, Society and Retail (somehow I don't think that's gunna happen)
  • Pandora!
  • Fluffy dice for that car my madre is getting me
  • Oh and one of those stickers like 'This bitch bites' that go on the back screen hahaha
  • OH AND FULLY SICK SUBWOOFAS AAHAHA
  • Webcam and/or mic
  • Something homemade! Anything!
  • Mr Darcy
  • Mr Darcy on my bed.. naked.
Okay so some of those things may seem a bit.. hard to get.
But I'm sure you'll manage :D

School was today, oh so gay.
Got English back and a new task.. a speech. Should be okay, I'm not too shabby with speeches.
Gotta start working on my Society speech, once I'm done with the two more interviews and faking the rest of my survey results.
Oh and an English excursion! Yayyy!
Makes 3 in total =]

Today was filled with people talking about sexual things around me. It was quite odd really, people trusting me with such stuff. I'm far from the expert, but oh well whatever floats ones boat =] It was particularly funny when I did my daily Year 10 visit. Went a bit like this..
*Ivana jumps through hole in wall* HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY!
Kristina: OMG PERFECT TIMING
Alana: HAVE YOU EVER HAD AN ORGASM????
*Ivana goes into a fit of hysterics*
Cassie: YOU'RE LAUGHING, THAT MEANS YES
Alana: OMG WITH WHOOOOOOOOO
Benita: YOU DON'T NEED SOMEBODY TO HAVE AN ORGASM
Alana: YES YOU DOOOOOOOOOO
*Ivana continues to piss self laughing*
Jen: WHO WAS IT IVANA WHO WHO WHO
*ectect for another ten minutes*
Just so you all know.. I never answered that question hahahahaha I was too busy laughing because it was that funny. I love my little Year 10's :P

Oh and gotta love Modern History today..
*Benita and Ivana talking about Twilight*
*Kinnaird just so happens to unroll a Twilight poster*
*Ivana pisses self laughing* *Benita screams*
Dom: OH MY GOD, MARRY ME EDWARD CULLEN!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
AAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!
Then Benita got commissioned to hang it up :P So she walks over to where Bozz sits and he said something like "I don't want that shit near my seat" and she was like =OOOO! AHAAJAJAJAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.
Those where probably the only highlights of my day.

OH WAIT ONE MORE!
Ivana: Miss I have writers block
Fetterplace: You have everything block
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ITS SOOO TRUE!

But other than that, it was a shit day.
Maybe tomorrow will be better, HA NOT!

I want Thursday to be over =[ Bloody Religion is killing me.. stupid bioethics and sexual ethics.
Once that is over I can look forward to Jess' birthday dinner and Nadia's birthday shindig. But then I got to make a serious start on all my speeches. Fuck I hate school.

Over and outttttttttt.

Monday, April 27, 2009

Oh nooo...

Mood: Demotivated
Music: NOTHING :|
Craving: EVERYTHING :|

SCHOOL.
STARTS.
TOMORROW.
D:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

It was such a bitch going through chapter five of the Modern History textbook and summarising it all.. then Bozz just had to remind me we have a quiz, and Fabian had to remind me that we had a whole sheet of questions to do. AND I was given a special holiday homework task to write an essay plan. UHH.. NOT BOTHERED MUCH? God that was the load for ONE subject, think about the other things I had to do for my other subjects.. gossshhh I hate school.

Then just as I was about to finish the essay plan.. Liana comes up to me and is all like "Yo nigga bitch, is PIP Chapter 1 due tomorrow?" (No she didn't say it like that.)

I. Almost. Exploded.

MORE SHIT TO DO?!?!?!?! This was like 9pm, and I only found out... NOW? FUCK MY LIFE.
I'm seriously not bothered for the HSC anymore.

The HSC is serious business, but I don't care. Why should I work so fucking hard for one piece of paper that says I finished high school. Why should I study until my brain short circuits just so I can have a decent UAI. Why can't the system relax a bit on us, after all, we are still teenagers. Let us make a mistake or two, let us have a life, don't force us to become robotic study machines. Life isn't all about the academics, so don't make it sound like the end of the world if we don't achieve.

I wish I could really have that attitude. But, I do care about how well I do in this stupid game called the HSC.
But I wish the system would just relax a bit, it sends many students into uneccessary panic.

Fuck I am hungry. Over and out man, I'm getting food..

Sunday, April 26, 2009

You may have won the battle, but you'll loose the war.

Mood: Horrid
Music: Until The Day I Die - Story Of The Year
Craving: Chocolate

"Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die too
I'd die too

You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does

We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue?
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do
Just like we always do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Yeah I'd spill my heart,
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Made the same mistakes

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
Until the day I die "

This song is such a good song, it pretty much sums up how I've been feeling about everything lately. I highly recommend it for a listen. Lol I remember how I discovered this song. That faggot Dylan sent it to me as a 'dedication' and was all like <3 <3 and I was like "-_-.. hey this is actually a good song" LOL

I love Britt and our mad sense of humour =)
Is this the grill with 'special' sauce and that 'special' beef patty? ;) HAHAHA

I don't have much else to write, William's coming over now to give me chocolate and I gotta go back to my study. School on Tuesday.. oh fun.
I left this unpublished for half an hour or so, and I just had chocolate :) Yaaaaaay. Twas good seeing Willeh again too.. and good talking to him ;) Hahahahaha oh golly !

Over and out :)

Saturday, April 25, 2009

LOOOOL!

Mood: LAUGHING!
Music: The Taste of Regret - In Fear and Faith
Craving: Nothing

THY ART IS MURDER GOT CANCELLED !
AHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !
HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !
AHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !
Okay, I reaally.. really.. REAAAAAAALLY wanted to go to Thy Art. And everybody was rubbing in my face that I couldn't go because I had no way there or back..
NOW WHO'S LAUGHING DICKHEADS HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
OOOooohooohhhhh I haven't laughed this hard in a while.
Thank you coppas for cancelling this gig that I couldn't go to, it makes me feel a shitload better LOL

Anyway today I woke up uber early to go to Bonny Maccas and visit Deni (:
Her manager told me off for talking to her.. what a bitch lol.
But I waited until her break and yeah (: twas good seeing her (:

Oh and I saw Garzo walk into Maccas.. DAAAMMNNN HIS FACIAL HAIR IS EPIC :|
It's a beard and sideburns MOOSHED INTO ONE! Holy crap.. he looks like Wolverine.. just not as hot :P LOL

Then I got home and finished watching the Sound of Music *sigh*
It's funny because I haven't watched it since I was a young lass, and I realise they make many references to Germany and WWII and all that bullshit we study in Modern History. So when I heard 'Third Reich' and 'Anchluss' I was like 'I KNOW WHAT THEY MEAN!!' and I felt smart.

After that I tried to study. Benita thinks I actually did some productive study. No I didn't. I rewrote important points on Islamic sexual ethics.. and it's only 2 written pages and a whole typed page - _ - Hardly essay material. Oh gosh.
And while doing that I was watching Clueless. Gosh such a good movie.

THEN as people like Jasmine, Jeffrey, Denita and Alana would know, my mood went from the general 'meh' I experience these days to just rock bottom. If you don't know why, then you're not going to find out. Unless you're Benita/Joanna/Britt/Liana, in that case, come up to me when you see this.

I preoccupied myself by talking to all four on the phone for about 4 hours, and now I feel alot better. Thanks d00ds (:

Now tomorrow, I must do Jewish bioethics stuff.. and actually do the practice HSC questions that Arida and Kinnaird wanted me to do.. D: Oh I hate school.

20 days until Bring Me The Horizon.
54 days until I'm 17.
152 days until the last day of high school.

Over and out :)

Friday, April 24, 2009

My fruit bowl holds large mutant apples

Mood: Cynical
Music: Rasputin - Boney M
Craving: McCafe chocolate croissants

Jeffrey, I somewhat agree with what you say about personal/inside jokes.
I find it a tad annoying when people constantly go on about personal jokes infront of you and you're just like "...what?" and then they're like in that voice "Oh don't worry you wouldn't get it it's a personal joke". Yes I would get it, but I wouldn't find it funny.. you idiots.
I don't mind it when the personal jokes involve me though, I like those. But if somebody is like "whaaat?" then I have the decency to stop laughing and actually attempt at explaining the concept behind the joke. Only if it's something really complicated and a person still doesn't get it, is when I would say "Oh don't worry". At least have the fucking decency to explain something.. gosh. Don't get all "OH NOEZZZ SOMEBODY ELSE NOEZZZ OUR PERSONAL JK!!!111!11ONEONE!111ELEVEN".
Also on your 'constant reminiscing' rant, I disagree. I love to reminisce, as all my mates would know. It's mostly just in the form of "Lol remember when I stacked it off the skateboard at Switch" or "Lol remember when we graffiti bombed Greenway Park" ectect. Then we just go on from there and it's really a good laugh remembering all those good and fun moments. It also goes the same for bad moments, we sometimes can recall to times we had fights or times we were really upset about something. I don't think its living in the past, it's just acknowledging that we actually HAVE a past. What fun is it in doing something really enjoyable at the time and never remembering it or speaking about it again? If it wasn't for the past, you wouldn't be who you may be today, or where you may be today. So it's a good thing to reminisce, it makes you feel human. If we didn't reminisce, we would be like the Nexus 6 Replicants from Bladerunner who have no memories at all.. some may have implanted ones, but it's not really their own. (For you people who don't study Bladerunner in English.. replicants are robots)
So really, we should all take a moment out of our lives just to reminisce and to say "here's to the past", because the past houses our favourite memories :)

Oh Jasmine, how I love to let off all my theories and psychological bullshit on you.
You are the only person who actually listens and gives feedback and your own opinion.
Just a bit ago, the discussion on lies came up. People lie to protect others from the truth, people lie because they're not happy with an outcome, people lie because they're fucking stupid. If you're going to lie, at least do it properly. Don't say one thing and then forget about your lie and do it, then make up other stupid lies to cover up that mistake. It's like me saying "I'm not a lesbian" then hooking up with a girl then saying "Oh but I'm bi, I told you that". (NB: I am 100% straight you speds). I can understand when people lie because they don't want to hurt somebody else, but really, you're hurting them by just telling that lie. Wouldn't it be so much better to know the truth, no matter how harsh it is, than to find out the truth after a lie was told? I am the expert on this issue, it has happened to me so many times. And I know that I would much rather know the complete truth (even if I can't handle it) than be told a lie. Most the times I can tell when I'm being lied to, and Jasmine would know what I'm talking about. So to all you fags out there who think they can get away with lying.. hahahaha... you are all mentally fucked.

21 days until Bring Me The Horizon.
55 days until I'm 17.
153 days until the last day of high school.

Over and out :)

Thursday, April 23, 2009

The city of Sydney

Mood: Tired
Music: Welcome To The World - Kevin Rudolf
Craving: Nothing at all

Today me, Benita and Joanna went to the cittayyy !
It was so fun =)
They believe that I'm always late.. I'M NOT ALWAYS LATE ! If I'm late it's because the busses lag.
So today I wake up thinking "I am going to show them."
I get ready and I'm about to leave when me and Mum got into a bit of an argument
which made me lag it for a bit. She was gunna drive me but I'm like NOOO BYEE ! And walk out for the T-Way.
Long story short.. I got to Liverpool station at 9:10am and Benita and Joanna were like "REAAAHH YOU'RE LATE!"

Then we literally RAN for the train and got on it *phew*
Then Benita hits her head on the window LOL !
Oh and Joanna and her friggin silent burps.. makes me loose at the 'colour and feather' game as Britt calls it LOLOL! (Yes Britt she told me that ahaha)
We got to Central at about.. 10:10? I think. We pissbolted to the George St Maccas cos Jo and Ben wanted to catch brekkie.. I really didn't mind but yeah why not. WE MANAGED TO GET BREKKIE ! WOOOOP !
LOL then this fat pigeon came in and Benita stalked it in an attempt to get a photo while me and Joanna rofled.
We took cap photos, went shopping at Market City and Darling Harbour. I bought nerd glass ma bob things and a nice bra (H). Then we went home and just reminisced about the good times. Like at Switch halloween gig thing where I stacked it off a skateboard HAHAHAHA and that photo from Switch with me grabbing my 'package' trying to act all bogan and shit .. then Joanna barged into the pic swinging her arms and my face looked like I was in excruciating pain.. ahahaha fuuuuuunnnnyyyyy.

Then on the way home on the T-Way I SAW WILLEH! I was like ZOMG I KNOW HIM.
Then in a blur I had to get ready for work and go to work. Work was.. good I guess. I got to work with my shithead Andrew =) And now the weekend is coming up.. and the holidays are about to end. Gay gay gay! I still gotta study for Religion and do the Legal and Modern practice HSC q's .. maybe I'll do that tomorrow. On Saturday morning I'm visiting Denita at work cos I want a croissant =) I reaaallly want to go to Thy Art Is Murder in Blacktown on Saturday night .. sooo baadly. But a) Hardly any of my mates have heard of them and b) Nobody can get me a lift there/back. So if anyone reads this and is going.. PLEASE HELP ME OUT! I wouldn't have this problem if I had my god damn P's.. oh well 2 more months to go =D

23 days until The Red Shore and Bring Me The Horizon! In Jay Jay's at Market City they have all these posters of bands gig's in Sydney.. they had BMTH's one and Joanna went spastic lol. They also had a Hot Damn poster and I was like "Damn I wish I was 18." Though it's apparently shit easy to sneak into.. one day I might try that. Possibly after the HSC. If I never attempt it though, I guess I can wait another year and two months D: God I wish I was 18. I am nothing but a mere 16 going on 17 year old. And what's so great about 17 anyway? Wow, I can go for my P's. That's about it that's so great about 17.

I really fucking regret getting a front fringe now. The girls from work liked it, but Andrew said I look like an 8 year old and the Faul's said I look like an anime character -_-"
Benita says I looked better with my side fringe .. and I think I agree. I'm so upidstay.

I don't know if anybody else has noticed.. but d00ds who think they're down with that 'local band scene'.. why do they have to be part of some sort of crew? Yeah I'm talking about that YHTD shit.. what the fuck is that? I know it means young hearted till death.. but like.. okay? Who cares? DOES ANYBODY ELSE FEEL THAT WAY? I know I'm gunna stay young hearted till I die.. BUT I DON'T NEED TO ADVERTISE IT DO I? Well Lisa shared this same thought and started her own 'crew'... DGAF. I think we can all guess what that means. But if not it's okay I'll tell you all anyway.. Don't Give A Fuck. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH baaa booomm chh! Oh and Nina also made one to take the piss too. And yeah I know it looks like I'm specifically picking on a certain 'crew' but I'm not, I'm just saying that one cos it's the main one I know lol. I know theres prob heaps more out there.. but you are all gay! Then again.. people are leaving it.. and good on them about time some sense was knocked into their heads lol.

Anyway, I think that's it for tonight. Over and out :)

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Library shenenigans

Mood: Studious
Music: Simon's karate video
Craving: "You're craving Gossip Girl" - Simon

So, here I am in Liverpool library on Ciantal's laptop... meant to be studying for Religion.. though I am not. Simon has joined us to also study for Religion, and I find he is quite distracting =D
Ciantal and her friend went off somewhere to park their cars so they don't have to pay.. and now Simon is talking about doing some night watch on camp and how the dudes were playing the 'penis' game and smoking weed. Yeah.. quite interesting. No really it is, I'm full laughing.
Simon says that I am the breast HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Benita was here too, thought she left about 2 hours ago lol. We were in Westfields doing some shopping when low and behold.. we ran into THAT ANNOYING PERSON!!!!!! So when we saw him, I yelled out "OMG ITS ***********" and we pissbolted the other way, through Myer, and to the other side so that he couldn't possibly run into us. Oh we are hilarious. Now Simon and his lady friend are cuddling ;) nawww how cute is that. Love is in the air.... love is in the aaaiiirrrr.

Still waiting for Ciantal to get back and to realise that I have done nothing.. well okay I've done SOME stuff.. I stole bioethics shit off Bored of Studies lololol yeah go me.
That's some nice study right there.

Oh and me and Joanna decided that everytime Benita says something stupid, we get to hit her =D Sounds like a good plan to me hahahaha

Well that's all for now, I really gotta go back to studying.. I mean this stupid essay shit is next Thursday.. and I know nothing.. well I know some stuff.. but not alot. Oh gosh I'm going to die. FUCK THE HSC.

hey guys this is simon attempting to take over ivanas blogg =D
so im sitting here opposite her and shes staring at me like the wtf face O__O
im here suposably studying but i find myself writting this blog (: i am soo bored n sitting here with my one n only hunz MARYY!!! she says her hairs dead

ps ivana says she straightens her hair too much so now she has split ends. c(;
this is simon signing out.

And this is also Ivana signing out too :)

Sunday, April 19, 2009

2 months

Mood: Plain
Music: Never Wanted To Dance - MSI
Craving: Gelato

Yes people, two more months until I turn 17 =)
Which also means two more months until I can go for my P's =)!
ZOMG soooo pumped.
So therefore I've been thinking of the first things I should do with my priveledge of driving without an adult..
And here it is:

  1. Go through Maccas drive thru and do a prank.. something like "Can I have a whopper stunner meal with a storm desert.." (preferably while Britt is working.. JOANNA'S IDEA! LMAO)
  2. Chuck a 'Parkway Drive car ride' Youtube styles with Joanna.. "YIPPI KAY YAY MOTHERFUCKER.. DUN DUN DUN NUN NUN NUNNNN *mosh*"
  3. Race James/whoever else gets their P's LOL
  4. Go cruising with shit like BMTH or PWD blasting, rolling down the windows and singing along
  5. Go to gigs outside of Liverpool!
  6. Go to Mac Square with Dean and Joanna
  7. Run over Benita
  8. LA RUMBLA!
  9. Get breathalysed!
  10. Road trip it to Byron
  11. Record a trip to the city and post it on Youtube
  12. Sit in the car while it rains and sing Weather With You
  13. Take Marija out so she can escape from her Wogs.. and preferably go to gigs!

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Feelin a lil... NOSTALGIC!

I was bored right.. so I was reading through all my comments on MySpace. I found a certain comment were somebody was lolling at something that I had wrote on my MySpace blog.. and I thought "OOO lets check this out". So I went onto it.. and HOLLYYY FUCKKK I WAS A FUNNY KID IN YR 9 YR 10 AND 11 LOLOLOOL!! I'm going to share two entries with you, which I absolutely ROFLED at. 2008 Defining Moments, and Maccas Shenenigans (though it is a bit old, I wrote in in Yr 10 so alot of people I now know won't be in it since they didn't work then :P And also people who may have long quit)

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MACCAS!

[at ice skating]
joel: you workin tonight?
ivana: yeh you?
joel: omg yes WATCH OUT UR GONNA COP IT
ivana: BRING ITTT

[walk into maccas and sees kryst and joe]
ivana: OMGGGGG *tackle hug*

[walks outta change rooms to the sight of the whole back area with water spray]
ivana: FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
guys: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA *spraysprayspray*

[follows benita for two minutes spraying]
benita: OIIIIIIIIIIII
ivana; HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SUCK SHITTTTT
benita: STUPID BITCH
ivana: deal with it

[taking an order on drive thru]
ivana: (sif i actually remember what i was saying to this car..)
daprossi: *shoves raw beef patty off the floor in my face :O)
ivana: FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK YOU. *chases after, i forgot what i did tho*

[on mchappy day]
ivana: *sees kids on bike coming up drive thru* are you serious?
kids: yeh! can we do this?!!!!
ivana: i dont see why not, this is hilarious
kids: AWW UR THE COOLEST MACCAS PERSON EVER
ivana: i know (H)

[some crew outing]
ivana and joanna: (talking about something, forgot what)
daprossi: (adds in his contribution, forgot what)
ivana and joanna: DID WE ASK YOU!?!!!!!?!?!?!?!

[ivana clocking off]
joel: *runs out and sprays ivana* HAHAH WARNED U!
ivana: EIIIIGHHH *wrestles joel for the spray, then runs to back to get other spray*
joel: *gets flat box shield*
(all hell breaks loose)

ivana: CHECK OUT CHICK
ricky: SHUTUP U STUPID MAN
[ivana tells back area about rickys new name]
awad: HAAAA CHECK OUT CHICK
ricky: FUCK YOU IVANAAA!!

[tania and ivana looking through roster]
tania: WHO THE FUCK ARE ALL THESE PEOPLE IVE NEVER HEARD OF THEM
ivana: new people, DUUUUUUUUUUUUUH.

[ivana spills a coke]
AWWW MAAAN I CHUCKED A TANIA!

to chuck a tania: to spill/drop any food/cleaning/whatever article.

[mel spills oreo while refilling]
AWW NOO I CHUCKED A TANIA :(

LOL @ that friday night where all of front area was depressed so we pigged out on mcflurries =)

[car comes]
kim: OMG IVANA IF HE RINGS MAKE SURE U YELL OUT FOR ME OHH MY GODD I SHOULD BE CHARGING MY FONE hi what can i get you
*ivana pisses self*

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alison: i swear to god your the loudest person at maccas

alison (again): ivana you kill my life
ivana: :D

alison: ayeee jesse ivanas gonna ask you out
ivana: YOUR FUCKED UP ALISON
alison: i loooove youuu =D

ivana: omg do u wanna ask tania out
jesse: yeah but shed probably reject me
ivana: yeah cos shes totally outta your league
*all piss themselves*

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ivana: omg if they get rid of snack wraps, A JIHAD ON MCDONALDS!
*someone pisses themselves i forgot who, probably alison*

LOL@THIS [joanna and ivana sitting in a park around hoxton park area]
ivana: hey that girl outside looks like alison in her maccas uniform
joanna: yeah it does too!
*after about 5 mins of staring at her*
ivana: OMFG IT IIIIIIS ALISON
joanna: OMG lets go maccas then and tell her
[later at maccas] joanna&ivana: we know where u live *explain story*
alison: fucking stalkers DID YOU SLASH MY TYRES TOO?!
ivana&joanna: LOL SOMEONE SLASHED UR TYRES? HAHA IT WAS US THEN.


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DEFINING MOMENTS 08!

COMPILED FROM IVANA AND BENITA'S PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORIES!

- Someone gave heead

- Denita got over someone

- Daprossi fell in love with SLUTFACEDWHORE

- Nina and Tim became friends

- Nina and Caleb stopped being friends

- WYD

- PWD 14/6/08

- A7X 7/5/08

- MEETING WINSTON FUCKING MCCALL!

- Soundwave 08

- Crowded House

- Twisted Sounds .. Switch.. Bringiton.. Livo Idol.. all that local shit

- Breaking Dawn released

- Twilight movie will be released!

- Eden got high

- Pissups x 2

- Maccas crew meeting ice cream fight

- Sexy Bitch and Sexy Cunt.. there to make English seem sexier.

- Mosque excursion!

- EATING MACCAS EVERYDAY DURING PRELIMS

- Me and SLUTFACEDWHORE = KAPUT!

- Viet became annoying

- LAUREN JOINED THE FREEMAN COMMMUNITYYY

- Those three comprise of.. THE BALKAN BITCHES.

- Angus, Thongs and Full Frontal Snogging as a movie (Y)

- Full running a muck during WYD.. me and zac and james drinking vodka.. meeting mad new people.. killing william with wooshie finger holds.. running around the city late at night holding hands.. oh it was all good. :)

- Greenway Park day! sooo fun! JT copped balls in his face :P LAWL!

- The Easter Show x2 .. Jess Joanna and Ellie take one. Nadia Dap Benita Cynthia Tina Justine and other cecil kids take two.

- BENITA STOPPED BEING A GANGA FOR A BIT! WOO

- LEUMEEAAAHH DRUNKNESS. Damn Bunyan.

- Various parties in order of which came to mind first:

- Ricky's

- Melody's

- Joanna's suprise party

- Cassie/Zac's joint

- THE Jen's

- Nadia and Jess'

- Amanda's

- Brittany's

- Mine

- Alex's (though we didnt go )

- William's

- Caleb's

- Viet's

- Jules' EVEN THO WE WERENT INVITED!!

- Jen's

- Mel's dinner coming up!

- David's!

- "What is this? 2 Unit Andrejev Studies?" He never stopped about his life stories :P

- The case of the missing rubber duck.. LOL

- TK telling Benita he was playing in Confession with PWD in december.. and she full believed him ROFLL

- ARIDA PUSHING BENITA OVER THE BALCONY LMAO

- Nina and Tim vommiting all over my house, Benita having to clean my pillow, Denita freaking out, Vince + Alex cleaning all the puke.. kudos to you guys. Kudos.

- THE FATMATE FINDING US! LMAO

- Me, Benita, Ryan and Andrew taking a walk to Greenies to get pizza cos it was cheaper than delivery

- Falling on the couch on Greenfield Road

- My sternum :)

- Benita's mum letting her get a tat then withdrawing her offer on the day JAHAHA

- The time the train station P.A said "The next train to arrive on platform 1 goes to New Zealand" LOL

- 3AM prank calls from certain LOSERS

- Me and Nina getting drunk at her house.. abusing people on msn.. walking to KFC AND I worked with a hangover! LOL

- Sleeping over Nina's and pranking people at like 3am LOL

- me and Benita's massive fight.. either cos she accused me of saying shes a lesbian to people.. or cos she was a whore. Who knows.

- FCC graaand final. They lost. We must be jinxes. Somebody saluting us from the ground.. oh yeh. lawwl. OH and the great year nine commentry (Y)

- William's graaand finaaal. They sound so grand don't they? Me and Benita arriving 10 mins late while they were winning.. but then they start loosiing.. we wonder if were jinxes, again. William getting hit in the face, me and Benita rofl our faces AND asses off, him getting benched and we full laugh and yell out BEEENCHHHHEDDDDD but then later find out he was sick.. oopppsie!

- 14 FOBS WALK ON A BUS.. OH FUCK.

- SHINEY! *punch*

- SHINEY! .. oh wait THATS A FOB

- William dummy spitting a water bottle BAHAHA

- THE PARTY BUS! with the flashy lights and funny year nines

- GRAAPPLEE TACCKLEEEE

- The introduction of Demon Whore and Stick Figure With No Soul.

- Telling SLUTFACEDWHORE to close her legs. lmao

- WATERFIGHT AT TS08

- BREAKING AMANDAS BED!

- Ciantal making mi goreng (Y)

- Winning best dressed at Switch for rocking up as a bogan LOLOLOL

- When the voting was happening for Switch (scream loudest voting) Joanna screamed the loudest for me and Alex yells out "BOGAN WITH NICE TITS"

Yes I understand there may be more defining moments which I don't remember hence haven't put in here. So fill me in if that is the case.
This sure was a good English distraction (Y)

EDITS

- Mikky kissing Mr Vrlic LOLOLOLOL

- MEETING WINSTON FUCKING MCCALL AGAIN!

- Wingdings running around in a circle pit (Y)

- Yelling out to Eden and Josh, and sending Eden shit from across the road

- "ARE YOU VAGINA NOSE?" (bluetooth name)
"NOOO!"
"OHH THATS MEEE!"

- Getting on PWD's live DVD :D

- Starting chants on more than one occasion.
WYD: walking through St James station, I yell out AUSSIE AUSSIE AUSSIE, the whole place followed with OI OI OI. =D
PWD 12/12/08: I stated chanting Smoke Em' then the whole mosh joined in!

- Dean trying to light the sparkler bomb at Greenway, and telling Joanna to close her legs (to block the wind.. what where you thinking?) LOL

- Justine: Some people put syringes in train seats so when people sit down it pokes them..
*Denita checks every seat thoroughly before sitting*

(At PWD)
- "FAT PEOPLE SHOULDNT BE ALLOWED TO CROWD SURF!"
- "Who the hell is that girl.. OH MY GOD IT'S ALEX :|"

- *group of shineys walk past*
William: SHINEY =D *punchpunchpunch*
Ivana: OHHH FUCK =[

- Ivana: Everything about you is big William..
William: Everything huh? *wink*
Ivana: Well not everything..
William: HAHA IM PUTTING THAT ON MY PM TONIGHT!

- And he actually did. LMFAO

- Random bogan in Big W: Why don't yous shut the fuck up and get over yourselves?

- (after getting served by possible gay guy in Vinnies)
Ivana: Do you rekon he was gay?
William: Yep. He was so checking me out.
Ivana: Don't flatter yourself.
LAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWL

- Ivana: SHINEY! *punch*
Benita: (sick of being beaten all day) OH FUCK YOU *punches back*
*bitch fight in the middle of livo*

- Viet: Annual erect plant.. ahah that reminds me of William
Benita & Ivana: I don't think he's erect annually..

- Surviving our first HSC assessment block. BOOOYEAHHH

- Benita got the highest in the class for Modern.. a subject she most ardently detests.

- Telling Tina off at carols LMFAOOOO

- Asian lady in drive thru: Can I have 5 cheeseburgers
*Ivana accidently puts it in as 55 cheeseburgers* SHIT
Matt and Jason: WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??
!
Amy and the rest of front area: WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!
*Ivana changes it to 5*
All: THANK GOD
LMFAOOOOOOOOOO

- Me smearing choc topping all over Josh's back =) MWAHAHAHAHA

- Sunday nights with Andrew and Brittany (Y)

- William and David's mad thing they did...
Ivana and Benita: HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAA. *dw, its a personal thing*

- William: AARRROOOOOOOOOOOO
Benita and Ivana: BAHAHAHA JACOB BLACK
William: OH IS HE A WEREWOLF?! I THOUGHT HE WAS A VAMPIRE
*Benita gets very angry*

- Hiding Benita's shoes in the pot plant LOLOLOLOL

- Random to Benita: Why aren't you swimming?
Ivana: SHE'S GOT HER RAGS, THERES BLOOD IN THE WATER
William: HAHAHA BONEYARDS

- Benita's new name = Boneyards

- "Hey what's your ringtone?"
*Boneyards plays*
LOLOLOLOLOOLOLOLOLO0OLL

- *me singing happy birthday*
David's dad: When you turn 18 you're going to be a wild one
LMFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF FFAO

- William's cake spiked with rum

- Benita: Are you thinking what I'm thinking DW1? I think I am DW2... it's DRINKING TIME!!!!
ahaha!
I'm DW2 and she is DW1 :)

- "You've made me the happiest princess =D" Oh how sweet *tears*


"The only thing worse than Ivana's voice, is Ivana's voice echoing"

Mood: Freakin shit
Music: Diamonds Aren't Forever - BMTH
Craving: This feeling of low self worth which I've had for almost 2 months to piss off..

I hate dreaming.
They usually come true, not literally, but metaphorically.
For example, I had this dream that somebody I loved was 'dying' and it was my responsibility to save them but I couldn't. This was about 3 months ago.
A few weeks after that dream, was when everything started to hit the fan and turn shit.
Then since then, that person isn't in my life anymore. Hence they 'died'.
:(
There are so many things I could say right now.. but how can I when that person probably wants nothing to do with me anymore?
I'm not one to fight with a friend, and no matter what happened, you were still my friend. And those things I said, yeah I was upset, but it just upset you too. Which is stupid. Contrary to what you may be lead to believe, this still plagues me everyday ever since I found out. I recount any past events trying to see what I did to fuck up and where I fucked up.. but I haven't found such enlightenment yet. I acted out in bad ways, god I know that, but I just didn't know how to cope. I still don't know how to cope. But I know how not to cope, and that is a starting point at least. I'm not going to be sorry for the way I feel though as a result of your actions, who in their right mind would apologise to somebody who hurt them for feeling depressed/pissed off/low? It's going to be a long and tough road, and having a friendship in such conditions is extremely difficult. So I'm not going to ask for it back, though that is what I really want. That can come in its own time in better conditions. Really the bottom line is; I fucked up, and I'm sorry. I'm sorry it had to come to this, I'm sorry I wasn't as supportive as I couldv'e been.. I'm just sorry. All I ask for now is your forgiveness, the closure to this annoying and painful chapter of the year (I had really hoped the only one of those would've been the HSC chapter).. I just want to end this riddiculous fighting/whatever it is.
God I just hope you read this. With the minor amount of hope that hasn't died, I hope it's read by the right eyes and digested properly and acted upon properly.
(NB: Yes I know this totally goes against what I've said before, but those were just anger fuelled.. this is fuelled by logic)

Onto a lighter note, Rachael, thank you for a mad party last night :)
Karaoke-ing, hide and go seek-ing and murder in the dark-ing.. all on acres.. FLIPPIN AWESOME!
I had the uhh.. priveledge.. of being photographer to Liana and Lauren while they were luvo-ing.. it was fun LOL
Seeing (and missing out on seeing) shooting stars.. OH THEN SEEING THAT FIRE IN THE DISTANCE!
Luvos on Garzo's car ROFL poor car.. haha
Just being general idiots.. the way I like it :)

So that was Friday night... THEN SATURDAY MORNING AT 7AM I HAD WORK ZOMGGGG :| I died. I was sooo tired and I was sick of getting smashed all day stupid fucking people who wanna eat Maccas.. I was so glad to get the hell out of there at 2 o clock. I am NEVER taking a morning/day shift ever again. A night crew shouldn't ever cross over LOL

And now I have nothing to do on a Saturday night.. how lame.
Maybe I should start Islamic sexual ethics... - _ - gay gay GAY!
Oh well.. over and out. :)

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Wogs.

Mood: Contemplative
Music: Hearts Burst Into Fire - Bullet For My Valentine
Craving: Food in general

An odd convo with Garzo made me think about the hairiness of wogs.


# ivvayy , waohhh. (R) [33] says:
*i feel bad for not going yesterday lol
*i had no lift
*how was it?


gªЯzØ says:
*lol
*alright
*i split my head open:P


# ivvayy , waohhh. (R) [33] says:
*:!
*how lmao


gªЯzØ says:
*hit it on this steel bit coming down from the roof


# ivvayy , waohhh. (R) [33] says:
*oh god owch


gªЯzØ says:
*it kept bleeding, so like 40 minutes after it happened, i decided maybe i should go to hospoital, just in case u know:P
*ened up getting stiches
*only 3


# ivvayy , waohhh. (R) [33] says:
*... omfg are you okay


gªЯzØ says:
*lol
*yea
*cant wet my hair or anything for 3 days


# ivvayy , waohhh. (R) [33] says:
*rofl you serious


gªЯzØ says:
*so theres this blood patch stil lthere
*yea


# ivvayy , waohhh. (R) [33] says:
*oh gosh lmao
*do you wear a haircap in the shower? lmao


gªЯzØ says:
*LOL
*yea
*i look oh so sexy:P


# ivvayy , waohhh. (R) [33] says:
*lol that must suck


gªЯzØ says:
*like before i get in, i stand there, nude, cheking myself out... then i got the shower cap, naked plus shoewer cap


# ivvayy , waohhh. (R) [33] says:
*ROFL


gªЯzØ says:
***yes that is a joke, i just want u to have that mental image:P


# ivvayy , waohhh. (R) [33] says:
*.... it worked +o(
*LMFAO


gªЯzØ says:
*LOL
*u love it


# ivvayy , waohhh. (R) [33] says:
*lol yeh hard
*i love having that image


gªЯzØ says:
*my n my sexy six pack:P


# ivvayy , waohhh. (R) [33] says:
*of garzo in the nude checking himself out


gªЯzØ says:
*LOL


# ivvayy , waohhh. (R) [33] says:
*cracking all mirrors


gªЯzØ says:
*with all that hair...
*ohhh bby


# ivvayy , waohhh. (R) [33] says:
*oh god you fucking wog rofl
*wogs are hairy mofos


gªЯzØ says:
*LOL
*shhh
*better than being smooth
*u may aswell be screwing another chick..


# ivvayy , waohhh. (R) [33] says:
*ROFLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
*!!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*you knwo what, thats so true rofl
*i dont liek guys who are like.. hairless. its wrong lol


gªЯzØ says:
*lol
*yea
*exaclty
*;);)
*haha
*i kidd




OKAYYYY cut out the fact that it's a tad freaky (LOL!) and he really does have a point. This is why metrosexual men piss me off. I don't want a man who knows more about beauty products than I do and owns more hair products than I do and I don't want him to look better than I do. You know why.. COS THAT IS THE WOMANS JOB YOU FAG! I can't stand it when guys shave/wax their legs.. and I know plenty who do. You were created with that y chromasone for a fuckin reason.. so you wouldn't be like us women. It's the womans job to worry about their body hair.. because face it, hair on a lady isn't right. But on a man it is! SO TO EMBRACE YOUR BODY CARPET IS TO EMBRACE YOUR MASCULINITY! PLEASE DO IT.

Thank you. :)

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

RE: Fifteen people.

What you've got to do is think about 15 people who pop into your head and write about them. However, don't be too personal or obvious and give out who they are. Here are my ones:

1. I've known you mostly through all of high school, and you've grown into my best friend. We bicker, we bitch, we physically abuse each other, and we've had our fights, but I would not have it any other way. Now that high school is soon to end, it's safe to say the new chapter in my life will begin with you making a big impact in it again. You are like my long lost twin conjoined at the hip because when you cry, I cry, when you laugh, I laugh and we've shared many good times together.. and await many more.

2. You started off as being one of my crushes, but you've become so much more. I have known you for quite a bit now, infact it'll be a year soon, and I'm definatly going to keep you around for many more. I'm happy about what happened back around halloween now because it's only made us become so much closer. You have the warmest personality and a high level of tolerance, I'm happy to call you one of my best friends.

3. It is a shame that our issues are often so similar, but this only makes us both headstrong women who don't need men. When I'm upset, I know you are always there willing to listen to me and help me through, and I am so thankful for it. You were there when best friends backstabbed, when boys chose other girls, when boys loved, and when boys broke my heart. Your compassion and empathy is astounding and its drawn us so close.

4. Random is how I would describe our friendship. We met randomly, we say the most random things, we do the most random things, we are just both random. I love hanging out with you. I always end up pissing myself laughing around you. You are so humourous and everyone loves that about you. I can tell you anything and I know you wouldn't judge me for it, because you are not that type of person.

5. So sometimes I may not agree with your recreational choices, but you are my friend, and I will not judge you for any choices you make. I can tell you just about anything, and though you may seem uninterested sometimes, at least you put up with it like a good mate. We party hard and we don't give a shit, and many fond memories have been shared with you.

6. I have known you for around 6 years, but we haven't been friends for 6 years. I'm pretty sure there was a point were we both couldn't stand each other. But as high school rolled in, we started to talk. However it wasn't until you moved schools and that you 'came out' that we became heaps close. I felt really flattered knowing I was a person you were able to confide in, and I respect you for that, your opinions and how you deal with criticism. Today you are one of my closest friends and we've shared so many good times and many more are to come.

7. You had been a major part of my life. We were best friends and had been for 6 years. But it really sucks that it had to end on such a sour note and over a petty issue such as a boy. Many nights I had cried, and almost a year on, I am well over it all. Many times I had thought about talking to you again and perhaps starting fresh, but that voice of reason in my head always tells me that I've gotten so used to not being around you anymore, it just wouldn't work.

8. In the space of almost 3 years, you have gone from loser to kinda cute to hot to OMG I LOVE HIM to dickhead to friend to jerk to friend to jerk to friend to asshole who wasn't considerate of my feelings and who broke up best friends to OMG NEVER TALKING TO HIM AGAIN to friend to tightass who breaks valuables. It's safe to say we've had a long and complicated relationship, and I feel as though everything we shared which was good is dead.

9. I took a chance on talking to the new kid and it immediatly paid off. I love how you are so out there, loud and eccentric.. you are a male version of myself, and I don't know many of those, so you're a treasured friend. I've been able to make more friends through yourself, and I feel as though we encouraged each others personalities. Though we may not seem as close nowadays, I still regard you as a wonderful mate of mine.

10. In our time, we've experienced many new people, new groups and new trends. But we have remained strong through those times. Your style of humour is so unique and I love hearing it. You highlight the silly traits in all however you do so in a light and humourous way, not in a way of disrespect. Our age difference is a downer as soon I won't be able to see your lovely face everyday, however I'm going to make the effort to see you anyhow. You are also one of the few people who tolerate with my many whinge sessions, and you are also one of the few who can actually cheer me up.

11. We met once in a most random circumstance, but I hadn't heard from you again. Until that party came along and I remembered you due to that random circumstance. And now ever since, we have become close buddies. You are such an ambitious and logical person and I believe you will receive all the success you deserve. You're the other male version of me, and by our powers combined.. we are unstoppable and the party starters. I'm happy that you're around to console me when I'm down and to cheer with me when I'm happy.

12. We had met almost a year ago however we were never really that close friends until perhaps the end of last year. However as quickly as we became friends, we became more than that, and then everything completely fell apart. I often say the 09 summer holidays were the best ones I've had, this is because you were a key figure in my life. I loved you. You truly were the closest I had felt to love thus far. It is truly a massive shame that despite our promises, we weren't able to sustain a friendship/liking thing because it would have been so perfect had you given me the chance to show you. After everything which has happened between us, it breaks my heart to have to say that you've changed and I don't want anything to do with you anymore...

13. This year will be 3 years that I have known you. You are a really good friend, and you have a good heart. But it really dissapoints me how much we have drifted apart. I sometimes think back to those summers which we spent alot of time together and I really miss it. Together we have made new friends and grown up and left that stupid emo scene, but like we both said once, those were also probably the best times. I wish we could be alot closer.

14. Though I had known you prior to work, I would say that it was our work which brought us to become good friends. I look forward to most my shifts because I know that you will be there to listen to my problems, and who can forget to entertain with goss. You are a great person and I am so happy to hear you are back with your boy.

15
. Work seems to be a good place to make friends. We met on your first shift, and we had clicked since. From day one you had listened to all my bitching and whining (literally) and to this day you still do. I also look forward to most my shifts because I know you will be there with me having fun and also listening to my problems. You're such a character and a fun person to be around.

Monday, April 13, 2009

Pigsqueals are gay

Mood: Not happy, but not sad.
Music: Knives and Wolves - The Red Shore
Craving: I wanted a choc milkshake.. I got a choc milkshake. Mmm =)

What do you wear to an interview which is aimed to enhance your research into a major work?=S I got my interview tomorrow with the senior roads safety officer.. but I have no flippin idea what to wear. I also have no flippin idea which bus to catch, wait in fact I think I'll look it up now....

Okay I forgot to reinstall Adobe after I reformatted my laptop.. -_-" Stupid. So I can't look up these timetables as of yet..

OMG Jeffrey just told me the nicest/coolest thing!
- jeffrey chemistry you fiend!! says:
*Your words are amazing me and intrigue me with the courage you are able to express them with
Thanks mate. =) I just hope I can channel that into my English work.. LOLOLOL

Oh my goodness The Red Shore's breakdowns are making me want to run out into the street and start throwing down. They're just so epic.. 34 days until I see them live alongside Bring Me The Hairspray*, oh golly gosh I am excited. These past 3 months I've had a concert a month. March was the month of PWD, April was the month of MSI and May will be the month of TRS+BMTH.. sickkk. But how gay would it be.. if a band I really like and wanna see come out during Trials or HSC? I would die. I would be so torn.. to study for an exam which can determine my future.. or to go to a concert and have fun while I'm young and can.. man school is such a party pooper.

8% of Adobe done.. yay..

All my Nutella is gone, and so is my milkshake =( Oh well lol
OOO that reminds me of the time me, Benita and Nina were at a certain ex-friend/ex-crushes house making Nutella sandwiches.. gosh they were good times before IT ALL HAD TO BE RUINED!

BAHAHAHAHA my mum let me borrow the taperecorder thingimabob for tomorrow.. and omg it is sooo fun just to record yourself saying something. I recorded myself saying "YO!" and.. I sound like a tool. BAHAHA I JUST RECORDED MYSELF SNEEZE AHAHAHAHAHA!! Listening to a recording of your voice is just so weird.. it makes you realise that this is how you sound like to everyone around you.. and fuck I sound like a mass tool HAHAHA

The Red Shore's pigsqueals and breakdowns have now turned into Lady Gaga's eh ehhhhh's. I can relate to this song somewhat. Ehh ehh, ehh ehh, there's nothing else I can say. Ehh ehh, ehh ehh, I wish you never looked at me that way. Okay now it's back to the Red Shore, and this time they're rahrah-ing about some Garden of Impurity.. as far as I'm concerned, that asswipe is the mutated spawn from that garden. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *ba boom ch*

OH FFS CAN THIS DL GO ANY FASTER PLEASE!

I feel bad for not going to Adelina and Liana's shindig today =( I had no ride.. Soz girls! But I'm going Rachael's for sure =)

HOLY CRAP I HAVE EURYTHMICS ON MY GREENP3 = I DIDN'T KNOW THAT... OH MY GOSHHHH!! Some of them want to use you.. some of them want to get used by you.. some of them want to abuse you.. some of them want to be abuseeeeed OOOOOOHH OOOOOOHHHH OOOOOOHHHHHH OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OHHHHHH

Now I'm just milking at this blog and it's already run dry, probably at the last few paragraphs. So wish me luck tomorrow and over and out :)

* It's actually Horizon, but you know how much Oli loves his hair..

Each to their own

I think it's grossly unfair to turn an insignificant issue into a major one in order to cover your ass and get rid of your bad reputation. Think about this, what do you do when somebody pisses you off, no matter if you know them well enough or not? You get upset obviously, but you say stuff about them because.. hey, they deserve it, right? If they've done something to hurt you, well you shouldn't be considerate of their feelings if they were never considerate of yours in the first place. Hence it is very stupid of you to turn this around onto me, when you've already lost so much e.g. your reputation (if you ever had one to begin with) and my friendship as a result of your insecure and easily persuaded mind. It seems that you've forgotten just how stinking shit it feels to be fucked over time and time again and that all you care about now is yourself.So stop trying to mould me into the bad guy when it's already clearly been established that YOU are the bad guy and will always be the one who has broken me and upset me to my lowest point. This is why you have become the scum you are now. And for what, a temporary boost in self esteem? Just don't come crawling back to me when your self esteem hits rock bottom again, I'll only send it further into a new dimension of rock bottom.

Blogs are an insight into the mind, and there it is above, what I'm thinking. I still think it's pathetic you want to cease a friendship over a comment that was said within good reason (being that I'm upset.. duh.) and I still don't want anything to do with you. But maybe now you will realise how hypocritical you are, as I can name many times you've done it yourself. And maybe you will realise that you've thrown away a good thing for nothing.. and you'll regret it.. because I am not coming back.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

MACCAS DRAMA!

Brittany!! I just read your blog!
I'm so sorry I couldn't work dude, BUT IF YOU NEED PEOPLE TONIGHT I'LL GO EVEN THOUGH I'M FUCKING EXHAUSTED! BTW check the roster for me? :)
AND TELL ME ALL THE FREAKIN GOSS! And lol @ Chantelle's present ahahahaha
OHHH AND I HAVE GOSS TOOO!! That dumb bitch Tania is shit stirring!!!!!!! I'll tell ya all about it

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CATHI AND CHANTELLE! =D

And Britt posted some really meaningful quotes, and I like them, so I'll post them here. And maybe include some of my own.


  • "I wonder how many times we forgive just because we don't want to lose someone, even if they don't deserve our forgiveness"


  • "Someone doesn't need to be perfect to be everything you need"


  • "I love the way you said you'd always love me; I love the way you looked at me with eyes that reassured every promise you made. It's not so often that you stumble upon someone who makes you feel on top of the wold. It's even less often that you find a good way to hold onto them and keep them within your reach, because once they are gone, you've lost them for good"


  • "i heard a thousand times that a boy, or a man, can’t make you happy,that you have to be happy on your own before you can be happy with another person. all i can say is, i wish it were true"


  • "The fate of your heart, is your choice. No one else ever gets a vote"


  • "When you're a teenager, everything feels like the end of the world. It's not. It's only the beginning"


  • "Life are like photos, you develop from the negatives"